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能解决的事，不必担心
解决不了的事，担心也没用

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張惠妹 - 掉了

semester 2 result publication

yesterday was the day of result publication. we said wanna meet at sch around 1.30. who knows when audrey and i walked to old lobby, saw lester, calvyn and anderson only.omg. only 5 of us were there waiting. actually we were so nervous, can't wait to take the result oledi. who knows at SIC, we have to take the numbers and queue up just like what the bank and post office usually did. the staff told us have wait til 2.30 so we went to lvl 5 and fb. after a while, we went down again. at that time, many ppl were there waiting and taking their results oledi. when i took my result, i was so unhappy about the english which i got C for it. how come?omg. and the thing which i felt happy was i got D for the drawing and illustration becoz i never expect i will get an D for it. as for design studies i got D and graphic design HD. overall, i quite happy with the result. only the english, really spoil everything. not only audrey also. no idea. take it easy then. most of us took our result at the same time. can see most of us really disappointed with the result. hope everyone will be alright soon. after that, few of us went to collect the assignments from all the lecturer except miss jenny one. during the half way, lester is gone. as for last night, only audrey, nico and i online. only 3 of us out of the GIFC members. how come like that.omg. everyone was so down becoz of the results. sorry for can't help anything. i chat with anderson too. he said everything had changed. nico will leave kch on sun. and audrey will leave here next year. life still go on. hopefully nico will understand what audrey and i trying to say last nite. not criticize u nico. as ur frens, just wanna tell u the thing in our mind and what the problem is becoz we really hope u can overcome it. :)

On wednesday, we had a farewell with nico. we met at spring and had our dinner at secret recipe. what can i say is we really don have 时间观念. always be late. i think nico will be very happy about the farewell. dono when we will go out together again. everything had changed, friendship between GIFC never change.

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Determination Perseverance Confidence Ordinary heart

Holidays...

I finished my english exam this tuesday. and others still having their exam. before the exam handed in the assignment to mr.greg. when i handed to him, i think he forgot monday was the deadline for our assignment. he still ask me ya? after the exam, really feel like nth to do, really uncomfortable. actually still have miss jenny's assignment to hand in. but really lazy oledi. dono wanna wait til when then willl concentrate and really put that mood in assignment. next fri have to hand in the assignment. hope can finish as soon as possible. i've draw the 6 pieces and others, still left 2 piece of collage to do. everyone is in holiday mood now. 5 of us went to blind centre this wednesday afternoon since others still having their exam. i tot at that time no 1 will be there. who knows lots of eng lang there play badminton. no idea only have 1 court. olivia went back to sibu oledi and nico is going back soon. in my mind now, i prefer study than holidays. really have nth to do and always think this think that. what for like that? better go sch and study. i realized that everything had changed now, even myself. sometimes really prefer secondary life than uni life. Everything and everyone change every moment. last time when we had conference, everyone keep on talking, non-stop. now, everyone kept quiet and busy their own things. wait for others to start. and many things happened during this semester. i really don't understand y everyone can't live happily everyday. the only way now i have to accept that again and again and adapt it. maybe this is what we called life. ama passed away 3 months+++ oledi and my sem 2 finished too. although 3 months+++ gone, i still can't really accept it. maybe i have free times to think now. coz that happened 1 week before sem 2 start. suddenly happened and after that week i have to concentrate on my studies again. don have much time to digest everything. recently, i seldom talk rather than previous sem. lazy open the mouth and talk. maybe stress and have not accept those changes around me. if everything can still remain the same, will be good. however it's impossible.