Realised something...

Tonite, we went out to have our dinner with audrey them again at somewhere near petanak there. There were 2 things that i realised. 1st thing was there was a shop named 'Soon Loong', the name same as our shop's name. What a surprise. 2nd thing was i realised that my dad's hair became so white. Really become very white than previous time. Today, i had finished the 12 pieces for Mr.Greg. left 2 human figure and 1 fabric to colour. There is another 6 more perspective to colour and 1 more haven draw yet. i hope everything will finish by tuesday so i can concentrate on the english report and other assignments. I have to tell myself that don't be lazy. Continue all those stuff. should i go for badminton on tuesday? should i release my stress before the 3rd assignment to be completed? is there enough time for me? I still thinking of it.

Tired or Happy?

I think i'm getting sick now. and so tired. but still have lots things to do. no idea. need to continue with those assignments. i had finished 3 pieces for Mr.Greg today. I really feel glad about it. so i will do 2 more tomorrow and hope will finish the 12 pieces by sunday. after that still have 6 pieces of perspective to colour.i hope will finish them by tuesday. still have an english report about Nike, packinging design and poster design. yesterday my mood damn bad. coz i'm not feeling weel yet still worried about those assignments and some more others. Yesterday before i went to school, we went to chi yun coz yesterday was Dragon Boat festival. There are lots of new pictures. now i realised that there r many ppl passed away as give birth to babies. What is life? She passed away 1 month+++ oledi but i still miss her so much. Sometimes, i felt like everything just happen few days ago. still can remember those situation clearly in my mind and comes with the sad feeling and tears again. Yesterday i asked pei sing should i give up? becoz i really get tired of assignments now. she said y give up? next month finish give up what. i think ama won't agree i just give up like this also. so i have to be hardworking and be brave to face those challenges. and anderson said non of my business also. This reply make me really disappointed. I treat him as my fren he said that to me. I have no words to him now. I told pei sing,she said chap siao him. but i think won't just end this friendship like that. is it a right decision? I feel glad that when i was in bad mood, pei sing still listen what i wanna say from my heart which i kept it for myself since this sem start. thanks.

Presentation

Yesterday, we had a presentation for design studies. It was the postcards presentation. We were given 3 weeks only to finish this assignment. Finally, we able to finish it. Thursday at 01.12am, mateen sms me told me mr.azuar said need to design the box by using illus or ps. When i saw it was the next day when i woke up. No idea for that. I'm the lucky number 1 for the presentation of 8 person. I sit at teacher's seat to copy the slides for our presentation. Who knows i picked the lucky no.1 at there. Really funny. Before the presentation, i din feel nervous at all. maybe because of too tired. I just read everything from my slides. I quite happy that mr.azuar accepted my 5 postcards. As for the box, only have the branches draw by lester at library that day. Redo and print the box again. This afternoon, i went to hock lee by myself. Actually we wanna go together, but nico don have the illus cannot do, dono where is lester, mateen and others? I helped olivia print hers too. I printed 2 same piece for myself because i know that i will make mistakes. After print out, i cut the part that i don need. After finish off the box, i do graphic design's homework which i din do for 1 month i think. Have tons of things haven print out and paste them in visual diary. I just finish it just now. Search Print Cut Paste. Actually wanna do english report, but seems like not in the right mood to do english report. Left 20 days for Assignment 2 of Drawing and Illustration. 24 pieces. I had finish the 6 piece of comics and draw 2 interior design oledi. the comics really make me headache and not nice. For mr.greg, the composition of hand halfway oledi and the fruits with cloth we draw this wed. mr.greg said i have major improvements since the 1st day i came into class. should i happy with that? it was tough for me to draw everyday and can't even have that kind of brain which can see shadows or whatever. Anyway i won't give up for everything especially drawing. really tough. I will try my best. hope can pass this subject. I want to finish part of the english report tomorrow and draw somethings for the assignment. cannot waste time and do last min work.

Another sunday

This morning i woke up around 8++.. i fall down when walking down from the staircase. Luckily i din fall until the end of the staircase. it was very painful. my 2 stupid bros still ask who is that. omg. Finally, i finish colour my comics. But there is still 1 piece i dono how to draw the hand, need help from nico or lester tomorrow. i finished them around 2.30. After that i found the box for my postcards for Design Studies. I asked my aunty how should i do the box. She helped me with that. really thanks a lot. I hope teacher will approve it tomorrow. After that, i drew the composition for Drawing. I drew the hand that is exactly not same with that hand i want. i dono what is the problem. Need to ask Mr.Greg tomorrow. and i draw the key chain too. dono can use or not. Around 4.30 i took my dinner and take bath at 5.30. Tonite i went out with pei sing. I promise her not to put her plane tonite. We went to the dance concert held at kenyalang there which i never go in before. The chair is very lousy.... no idea. before she come and fetch me, she went to have dinner with her family only took 25 mins for that. quite kolian. I met old classmate too who i din met for 1 year+++. quite a long time. the performance tonite i think is good, just one of the dancer's hat drop down. i think she will very upset and get scold for her mistake and will cry for whole night as what i told pei sing. but she tried her best oledi. We sat at the 1st and 2nd seat, those ppl who late and wanna go to their seat, dono say thank you or sorry, what is manners....those ppl who took photo keep on go in go out. omg. so macam macam and make us need to move around our legs and her legs tiu kin too and my buttocks very painful becoz of the chair. actually i was so tired while the performance and feel like fall asleep and pei sing asked me wanna sleep issit. around 9.30 the performace finished then we went off, it was raining too. i reached home around before 10. That was a day for me. Today was the final for the Sudirman Cup. China vs Korea. 3-0. can't believe that the korea mixed doubles will lose and the men doubles china finally won although seems like korea is going to win for this match. and the malaysia lose again last nite. dono what happen to the men doubles also. Tomorrow's class is gesture drawing. I hope i can improve my skills because really like shit and find back my confidence. JIA YOU for myself and everyone. Try harder. good luck for those who having mid-term now.

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Nice songs...

Monday

Today is the 1st day of the week. Quite a tiring day for me. Early morning draw the visual projection which made me confused and angry of it. Really damn bad mood and geram myself in early morning. I really dono how to think that kind of way. How? I have no idea too. How to improve everything? How How How? Why can't I draw well like others? Omg. Today hand in the assignment 1 for Mr.Greg. This thursday is the presentation of our logo, business card and postcard. Until now, i still stuck on the postcard. Hope tomorrow will have any idea of how to design it. Wednesday maybe will be sent to print out. Today Mr.Azuar post the assignment 2 for us oledi. It is about typography. Need to take photo by our own. Anderson and I went to book the badminton court. Unfortunately, someone was earlier than us. That's mean we only have 2 courts from 12 to 3. I made an own quiz this afternoon. The highest score was 25% by audrey, chong and nico. There were some of them getting 0% for it. Hope everything is on the right path now. Tomorrow morning will go chi yun to do the qi qi which is 49 days. So we will change red shirt when back home tomorrow. But after that still cannot wear that red, yellow and others. As for cny next year, my aunties said we only can go their house but no others relatives. Next sun is mothers' day if not mistaken. We're not going to celebrate it due to that.

Sunday

Today i woke up around 8.30. i sat there watch drama. after take bath at 10 i continue to draw the human. Around 3 something everything is done. But i think the human are like shit. I really have no idea for that. I'm happy that i finish everything but those thing are like shit. I really hope one day i can draw well like others, don draw those shit anymore. "Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to." This was what i learn and read from the mail yesterday. I agreed with that becoz when i wanna draw better seems like everytime will turn out like shit. Tonite we went out and take dinner at permata with aunties and uncles and cousins. I still remembered that when we were still small, especially on sunday we often went to permata with ama and take dinner there. and that was many years ago. Time past through very fast. Next tues we will go to chi yun and do qi qi oledi. 49 days oledi since ama passed away. Sometimes really felt that very quiet at home. Something really change.

Rush for 12 pieces again

Finally, I sent the 12 pieces for Miss Jenny this afternoon. And there are 12 more to go for Mr.Greg. I have finish the 6 objects and 3 human figures. Left 3 more human figures. But that is a challenge for me. I will spend 2 more days to finish off the 3 human figures. Hope will draw well. Sometimes really get tired and angry of it. Everyday come home then draw draw draw. seems like besides draw and colour nth can do anymore. Busy for what. What the heck. What life is going on. I complained to pei sing, she said it's my job. I have no reason to deny it and only can accept it. After mon, need to continue with the postcard again. When the boring life will stop? Yesterday, during Mr.Michael's class, all of us were doing our postcard for our company. I sat in front of pc for almost 3 hours yet still do nth at there. Really dono what am i doing there. The brain stuck there. Can't even think of any idea. Before that i thought can finish it within the 3 hours there. Who knows still need finish off on mon after finish the 12 pieces. I have to tell myself cannot give up now because left 3 more to do. I hope i will trust myself i can finish it on time.