Sunday

Today i woke up around 8.30. i sat there watch drama. after take bath at 10 i continue to draw the human. Around 3 something everything is done. But i think the human are like shit. I really have no idea for that. I'm happy that i finish everything but those thing are like shit. I really hope one day i can draw well like others, don draw those shit anymore. "Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to." This was what i learn and read from the mail yesterday. I agreed with that becoz when i wanna draw better seems like everytime will turn out like shit. Tonite we went out and take dinner at permata with aunties and uncles and cousins. I still remembered that when we were still small, especially on sunday we often went to permata with ama and take dinner there. and that was many years ago. Time past through very fast. Next tues we will go to chi yun and do qi qi oledi. 49 days oledi since ama passed away. Sometimes really felt that very quiet at home. Something really change.