Holidays...

I finished my english exam this tuesday. and others still having their exam. before the exam handed in the assignment to mr.greg. when i handed to him, i think he forgot monday was the deadline for our assignment. he still ask me ya? after the exam, really feel like nth to do, really uncomfortable. actually still have miss jenny's assignment to hand in. but really lazy oledi. dono wanna wait til when then willl concentrate and really put that mood in assignment. next fri have to hand in the assignment. hope can finish as soon as possible. i've draw the 6 pieces and others, still left 2 piece of collage to do. everyone is in holiday mood now. 5 of us went to blind centre this wednesday afternoon since others still having their exam. i tot at that time no 1 will be there. who knows lots of eng lang there play badminton. no idea only have 1 court. olivia went back to sibu oledi and nico is going back soon. in my mind now, i prefer study than holidays. really have nth to do and always think this think that. what for like that? better go sch and study. i realized that everything had changed now, even myself. sometimes really prefer secondary life than uni life. Everything and everyone change every moment. last time when we had conference, everyone keep on talking, non-stop. now, everyone kept quiet and busy their own things. wait for others to start. and many things happened during this semester. i really don't understand y everyone can't live happily everyday. the only way now i have to accept that again and again and adapt it. maybe this is what we called life. ama passed away 3 months+++ oledi and my sem 2 finished too. although 3 months+++ gone, i still can't really accept it. maybe i have free times to think now. coz that happened 1 week before sem 2 start. suddenly happened and after that week i have to concentrate on my studies again. don have much time to digest everything. recently, i seldom talk rather than previous sem. lazy open the mouth and talk. maybe stress and have not accept those changes around me. if everything can still remain the same, will be good. however it's impossible.