Friday, October 9, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
Friday
Today i started my class at 11.30 and another was 2.30. 1 hour lecture each. Along the way to class, I met anderson solo. but he was on the way going home. and i just reached and wanna go to class. i think he has the same sch life as mine now. anderson, kan kai dian.after the 1 hour lecture, i went to library. dono what happen today. i spent 2 hours there and just do 2 lab question of database.the brain doesn't work at all. stuck stuck stuck. but 2 hours flies very fast. i was thinking of can the time stop a while let me finish the lab question. nowadays, when ppl met me will ask me where r the others? this morning i met sim, he asked y i always alone? i told him gu du.hahahaha.yesterday ksw asked me the same question too. this week is week 4 oledi. i adapted the solo life oledi.around 2.30 i attended the BIS lecture. really fainted. only 20++++ out of 100++ students attended the lecture. omg.how come? the lecturer spent half and hour to talk about the email again.when will she stop that? no idea.have to see this lecturer throughout the whole sem. have to start the assignments soon. hopefully will finish it as soon as possible. i wan holiday during hari raya.without assignments.
This afternoon, my bro wanna buy references book. actually i don't want to go with him, but no ideas. he looked for the books he want and i went to another side to look for some books. i found 1 book named "Minor Changes to bring you Happiness"~translate it to chinese by urself. i'm so lazy to type it out. actually i wanna buy another 1, but my bro left 20+++.my wallet was inside my bag inside car. have no choice.just can bought this. the cheapeast. or else go home with nth.
Audrey,ur books still with me.when u wanna collect it?i lend u this after i finish it ok?since u're so free now? have many many new books and cds. got that wu tan ru 1.lol.yesterday we went mcd to take lunch. when u wanna go? wait you fetch me and go mcd.hahaha.eat ice-cream.
This afternoon, my bro wanna buy references book. actually i don't want to go with him, but no ideas. he looked for the books he want and i went to another side to look for some books. i found 1 book named "Minor Changes to bring you Happiness"~translate it to chinese by urself. i'm so lazy to type it out. actually i wanna buy another 1, but my bro left 20+++.my wallet was inside my bag inside car. have no choice.just can bought this. the cheapeast. or else go home with nth.
Audrey,ur books still with me.when u wanna collect it?i lend u this after i finish it ok?since u're so free now? have many many new books and cds. got that wu tan ru 1.lol.yesterday we went mcd to take lunch. when u wanna go? wait you fetch me and go mcd.hahaha.eat ice-cream.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Degree Sem 1
Today, i woke up early morning becoz wanna go to sch with my dad to enrol the new course. don't understand y the system of swinburne will like shit. early morning many ppl queue up at auditorium to take their invoice, complain this complain that. I tot i will have no class today. who knows my timetable is exactly same as the csse. i attend the lecture at 1.30. before that i met cal and hiro and went to library with anderson. see his face was black becoz of the timetable. It was a long story. the funny part was i dono where is B004. I went to 2nd and 3rd floor.lastly call bc and asked him. while waiting him to come, meet wei. this is the thing will happen without nico this friend around me who will tell me where is the class. at that time, ellen and ezra them were enrolling the course. ellen told me miss grace the staff asked them to come back at 5.30 later. so i decided to wait til 5.30. really have nth to do.go open lab chat with audrey.met janice and her fren kelly.then anderson came again. after that, i went to library.actually wanna read book, but i slept at there. sit next to the window there day dream.bored til hell. around 5 go old lobby there sit and wait for ellen to come. i still have to wait for the invoice coz i'm from sch of design. and just can enrol 2 subjects same as others right now becoz another 2 were full oledi. omg. swinburne. WAIT again. everything just WAIT WAIT WAIT. BE PATIENT AND WAIT FOR IT. from now onwards i have to adapt a new sch life. audrey got the consolation prize for the lucky draw.congratulations.i will ask her to chia. don worry.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
张玉华-原谅
原谅把你带走的雨天,
在突然醒来的黑夜,
发现我终于没有再流泪。
原谅被你带走的永远,
时钟就快要走到明天
痛会随着时间好一点。
那些日子你会不会舍不得?
思念就像关不紧的门,
空气里有幸福的灰尘,
否则为何闭上眼睛的时候,
那么痛 谁都别说......
让我一个人躲一躲......
你的承诺 我竟没怀疑过
反反复复.....
要不是当初的温柔
毕竟是我爱的人,
我能够怪你什么
原谅把你带走的雨天,
在渐渐模糊的窗前,
每个人最后都要说再见
原谅被你带走的永远,
微笑着容易过一天,
也许是我已经老了一点
那些日子你会不会舍不得?
思念就像关不紧的门,
空气里有幸福的灰尘,
否则为何闭上眼睛的时候,
又全都想起了
谁都别说......
让我一个人躲一躲......
你的承诺 我竟然没怀疑过
反反复复.....
要不是当初深深深爱过
我试着恨你 却想起你的笑容
原谅把你带走的雨天,
在突然醒来的黑夜,
发现我终于没有再流泪
原谅被你带走的永远,
时钟就快要走到明天
痛会随着时间好一点
原谅把你带走的雨天,
在渐渐模糊的窗前,
每个人最后都要说再见
原谅被你带走的永远,
微笑着容易过一天,
也许是我已经老了一点
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
semester 2 result publication
yesterday was the day of result publication. we said wanna meet at sch around 1.30. who knows when audrey and i walked to old lobby, saw lester, calvyn and anderson only.omg. only 5 of us were there waiting. actually we were so nervous, can't wait to take the result oledi. who knows at SIC, we have to take the numbers and queue up just like what the bank and post office usually did. the staff told us have wait til 2.30 so we went to lvl 5 and fb. after a while, we went down again. at that time, many ppl were there waiting and taking their results oledi. when i took my result, i was so unhappy about the english which i got C for it. how come?omg. and the thing which i felt happy was i got D for the drawing and illustration becoz i never expect i will get an D for it. as for design studies i got D and graphic design HD. overall, i quite happy with the result. only the english, really spoil everything. not only audrey also. no idea. take it easy then. most of us took our result at the same time. can see most of us really disappointed with the result. hope everyone will be alright soon. after that, few of us went to collect the assignments from all the lecturer except miss jenny one. during the half way, lester is gone. as for last night, only audrey, nico and i online. only 3 of us out of the GIFC members. how come like that.omg. everyone was so down becoz of the results. sorry for can't help anything. i chat with anderson too. he said everything had changed. nico will leave kch on sun. and audrey will leave here next year. life still go on. hopefully nico will understand what audrey and i trying to say last nite. not criticize u nico. as ur frens, just wanna tell u the thing in our mind and what the problem is becoz we really hope u can overcome it. :)
On wednesday, we had a farewell with nico. we met at spring and had our dinner at secret recipe. what can i say is we really don have 时间观念. always be late. i think nico will be very happy about the farewell. dono when we will go out together again. everything had changed, friendship between GIFC never change.
On wednesday, we had a farewell with nico. we met at spring and had our dinner at secret recipe. what can i say is we really don have 时间观念. always be late. i think nico will be very happy about the farewell. dono when we will go out together again. everything had changed, friendship between GIFC never change.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Holidays...
I finished my english exam this tuesday. and others still having their exam. before the exam handed in the assignment to mr.greg. when i handed to him, i think he forgot monday was the deadline for our assignment. he still ask me ya? after the exam, really feel like nth to do, really uncomfortable. actually still have miss jenny's assignment to hand in. but really lazy oledi. dono wanna wait til when then willl concentrate and really put that mood in assignment. next fri have to hand in the assignment. hope can finish as soon as possible. i've draw the 6 pieces and others, still left 2 piece of collage to do. everyone is in holiday mood now. 5 of us went to blind centre this wednesday afternoon since others still having their exam. i tot at that time no 1 will be there. who knows lots of eng lang there play badminton. no idea only have 1 court. olivia went back to sibu oledi and nico is going back soon. in my mind now, i prefer study than holidays. really have nth to do and always think this think that. what for like that? better go sch and study. i realized that everything had changed now, even myself. sometimes really prefer secondary life than uni life. Everything and everyone change every moment. last time when we had conference, everyone keep on talking, non-stop. now, everyone kept quiet and busy their own things. wait for others to start. and many things happened during this semester. i really don't understand y everyone can't live happily everyday. the only way now i have to accept that again and again and adapt it. maybe this is what we called life. ama passed away 3 months+++ oledi and my sem 2 finished too. although 3 months+++ gone, i still can't really accept it. maybe i have free times to think now. coz that happened 1 week before sem 2 start. suddenly happened and after that week i have to concentrate on my studies again. don have much time to digest everything. recently, i seldom talk rather than previous sem. lazy open the mouth and talk. maybe stress and have not accept those changes around me. if everything can still remain the same, will be good. however it's impossible.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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This afternoon when i went to cafeteria, i saw nico sitting there alone. pity. i asked him where is lester, he told me lester at library. dono what happen to lester today, a bit down or what. we just went to lab and sign and went home. what a class. tomorrow we're going to print out the poster and going to present it on thursday. still have to complete the visual diary. 2 more weeks to go, y still so lazy to complete everything? feel excited for the holidays coming soon. miss my grandma again. when can i step out from this. next wed will be 100 days. that happened 3 months ago, can't even believe. time really passed through very fast.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Finally done.
Almost 1 pm now. finally i've done the design of small box. this is the reason why i was still here. I dono whether teacher will accept it or not. but finally i finish it. The illus sucks again. When i almost finish it, lag and everything is gone . WTH. Last thursday during both classes same thing happened also. really vomit blood. I spent whole morning and afternoon to draw the urban landscape. really slow like tortoise. too lazy and don have the mood to draw. It is 1.05 am now. Lester is still there in msn. Weird? really very very weird. can be said as miracle also.
Friday, June 12, 2009
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Finally, submitted the 2nd assignment and the english report. but there still have 24 piece, packaging design and a poster. 2 more weeks to go. these few days very tired and lazy. good news for my friends. the drawing and english report were postponed. I realised that i have no patient at all. Whatever i do i wanna finish it as soon as possible. That is reason why my illus skill like shit. coz i don like to trace things which takes a long time to do that. I've to learn to be patient and improve the ps and illus skill in this coming holidays. I watched drama last nite.
One of the guy said study is to gain our knowledge.
One of the guy said study is to gain our knowledge.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
What happen?
today was a tiring day. i totally dono what to do after back from school. not feel like going to continue those things. most of the classmates are rushing for their assignments and tomorrow due date. I tried to check part of the english report by frens but it's tough part for me now. everything messed up. i stuck there. can anyone teach me what to do now? is it my requirements too high? or what?omg.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Holidays gone...
5 days holidays finally fly away. just a blink of eyes. really fast. by the time i had finished mr.greg's 12 pieces. and left 2 more interior design to colour. I feel happy that i can finished most of the thing within these few days. As for today, i din go for badminton again. I get angry just now because my bros them don wanna open the door for my aunt. I was busy with my drawings and hungry, they were free like hell playing games and watching tv yet i'm the one opened the door. geram. I chat with nico just now. He told me something as he told lester oledi. Maybe that is a good decision for him. but i think that is a bad news for me. anyway. still support him. not feel like going to sch tomorrow because of laziness. After finished those drawings, i started worry about the english report again. last week i think of join lester n nico's group. should i be that selfish? finally i din make that decision. is that a right decision and good result for my decision this time? hope will be good one. how can i do the english report like that? i really have no idea. lester dropped into miss jenny's lies today. she told him that tomorrow is the due date for our assignments. so lester and sze qian chiong for their assignments. quite funny.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Realised something...
Tonite, we went out to have our dinner with audrey them again at somewhere near petanak there. There were 2 things that i realised. 1st thing was there was a shop named 'Soon Loong', the name same as our shop's name. What a surprise. 2nd thing was i realised that my dad's hair became so white. Really become very white than previous time. Today, i had finished the 12 pieces for Mr.Greg. left 2 human figure and 1 fabric to colour. There is another 6 more perspective to colour and 1 more haven draw yet. i hope everything will finish by tuesday so i can concentrate on the english report and other assignments. I have to tell myself that don't be lazy. Continue all those stuff. should i go for badminton on tuesday? should i release my stress before the 3rd assignment to be completed? is there enough time for me? I still thinking of it.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tired or Happy?
I think i'm getting sick now. and so tired. but still have lots things to do. no idea. need to continue with those assignments. i had finished 3 pieces for Mr.Greg today. I really feel glad about it. so i will do 2 more tomorrow and hope will finish the 12 pieces by sunday. after that still have 6 pieces of perspective to colour.i hope will finish them by tuesday. still have an english report about Nike, packinging design and poster design. yesterday my mood damn bad. coz i'm not feeling weel yet still worried about those assignments and some more others. Yesterday before i went to school, we went to chi yun coz yesterday was Dragon Boat festival. There are lots of new pictures. now i realised that there r many ppl passed away as give birth to babies. What is life? She passed away 1 month+++ oledi but i still miss her so much. Sometimes, i felt like everything just happen few days ago. still can remember those situation clearly in my mind and comes with the sad feeling and tears again. Yesterday i asked pei sing should i give up? becoz i really get tired of assignments now. she said y give up? next month finish give up what. i think ama won't agree i just give up like this also. so i have to be hardworking and be brave to face those challenges. and anderson said non of my business also. This reply make me really disappointed. I treat him as my fren he said that to me. I have no words to him now. I told pei sing,she said chap siao him. but i think won't just end this friendship like that. is it a right decision? I feel glad that when i was in bad mood, pei sing still listen what i wanna say from my heart which i kept it for myself since this sem start. thanks.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Presentation
Yesterday, we had a presentation for design studies. It was the postcards presentation. We were given 3 weeks only to finish this assignment. Finally, we able to finish it. Thursday at 01.12am, mateen sms me told me mr.azuar said need to design the box by using illus or ps. When i saw it was the next day when i woke up. No idea for that. I'm the lucky number 1 for the presentation of 8 person. I sit at teacher's seat to copy the slides for our presentation. Who knows i picked the lucky no.1 at there. Really funny. Before the presentation, i din feel nervous at all. maybe because of too tired. I just read everything from my slides. I quite happy that mr.azuar accepted my 5 postcards. As for the box, only have the branches draw by lester at library that day. Redo and print the box again. This afternoon, i went to hock lee by myself. Actually we wanna go together, but nico don have the illus cannot do, dono where is lester, mateen and others? I helped olivia print hers too. I printed 2 same piece for myself because i know that i will make mistakes. After print out, i cut the part that i don need. After finish off the box, i do graphic design's homework which i din do for 1 month i think. Have tons of things haven print out and paste them in visual diary. I just finish it just now. Search Print Cut Paste. Actually wanna do english report, but seems like not in the right mood to do english report. Left 20 days for Assignment 2 of Drawing and Illustration. 24 pieces. I had finish the 6 piece of comics and draw 2 interior design oledi. the comics really make me headache and not nice. For mr.greg, the composition of hand halfway oledi and the fruits with cloth we draw this wed. mr.greg said i have major improvements since the 1st day i came into class. should i happy with that? it was tough for me to draw everyday and can't even have that kind of brain which can see shadows or whatever. Anyway i won't give up for everything especially drawing. really tough. I will try my best. hope can pass this subject. I want to finish part of the english report tomorrow and draw somethings for the assignment. cannot waste time and do last min work.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Another sunday
This morning i woke up around 8++.. i fall down when walking down from the staircase. Luckily i din fall until the end of the staircase. it was very painful. my 2 stupid bros still ask who is that. omg. Finally, i finish colour my comics. But there is still 1 piece i dono how to draw the hand, need help from nico or lester tomorrow. i finished them around 2.30. After that i found the box for my postcards for Design Studies. I asked my aunty how should i do the box. She helped me with that. really thanks a lot. I hope teacher will approve it tomorrow. After that, i drew the composition for Drawing. I drew the hand that is exactly not same with that hand i want. i dono what is the problem. Need to ask Mr.Greg tomorrow. and i draw the key chain too. dono can use or not. Around 4.30 i took my dinner and take bath at 5.30. Tonite i went out with pei sing. I promise her not to put her plane tonite. We went to the dance concert held at kenyalang there which i never go in before. The chair is very lousy.... no idea. before she come and fetch me, she went to have dinner with her family only took 25 mins for that. quite kolian. I met old classmate too who i din met for 1 year+++. quite a long time. the performance tonite i think is good, just one of the dancer's hat drop down. i think she will very upset and get scold for her mistake and will cry for whole night as what i told pei sing. but she tried her best oledi. We sat at the 1st and 2nd seat, those ppl who late and wanna go to their seat, dono say thank you or sorry, what is manners....those ppl who took photo keep on go in go out. omg. so macam macam and make us need to move around our legs and her legs tiu kin too and my buttocks very painful becoz of the chair. actually i was so tired while the performance and feel like fall asleep and pei sing asked me wanna sleep issit. around 9.30 the performace finished then we went off, it was raining too. i reached home around before 10. That was a day for me. Today was the final for the Sudirman Cup. China vs Korea. 3-0. can't believe that the korea mixed doubles will lose and the men doubles china finally won although seems like korea is going to win for this match. and the malaysia lose again last nite. dono what happen to the men doubles also. Tomorrow's class is gesture drawing. I hope i can improve my skills because really like shit and find back my confidence. JIA YOU for myself and everyone. Try harder. good luck for those who having mid-term now.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Monday
Today is the 1st day of the week. Quite a tiring day for me. Early morning draw the visual projection which made me confused and angry of it. Really damn bad mood and geram myself in early morning. I really dono how to think that kind of way. How? I have no idea too. How to improve everything? How How How? Why can't I draw well like others? Omg. Today hand in the assignment 1 for Mr.Greg. This thursday is the presentation of our logo, business card and postcard. Until now, i still stuck on the postcard. Hope tomorrow will have any idea of how to design it. Wednesday maybe will be sent to print out. Today Mr.Azuar post the assignment 2 for us oledi. It is about typography. Need to take photo by our own. Anderson and I went to book the badminton court. Unfortunately, someone was earlier than us. That's mean we only have 2 courts from 12 to 3. I made an own quiz this afternoon. The highest score was 25% by audrey, chong and nico. There were some of them getting 0% for it. Hope everything is on the right path now. Tomorrow morning will go chi yun to do the qi qi which is 49 days. So we will change red shirt when back home tomorrow. But after that still cannot wear that red, yellow and others. As for cny next year, my aunties said we only can go their house but no others relatives. Next sun is mothers' day if not mistaken. We're not going to celebrate it due to that.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Sunday
Today i woke up around 8.30. i sat there watch drama. after take bath at 10 i continue to draw the human. Around 3 something everything is done. But i think the human are like shit. I really have no idea for that. I'm happy that i finish everything but those thing are like shit. I really hope one day i can draw well like others, don draw those shit anymore. "Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to." This was what i learn and read from the mail yesterday. I agreed with that becoz when i wanna draw better seems like everytime will turn out like shit. Tonite we went out and take dinner at permata with aunties and uncles and cousins. I still remembered that when we were still small, especially on sunday we often went to permata with ama and take dinner there. and that was many years ago. Time past through very fast. Next tues we will go to chi yun and do qi qi oledi. 49 days oledi since ama passed away. Sometimes really felt that very quiet at home. Something really change.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Rush for 12 pieces again
Finally, I sent the 12 pieces for Miss Jenny this afternoon. And there are 12 more to go for Mr.Greg. I have finish the 6 objects and 3 human figures. Left 3 more human figures. But that is a challenge for me. I will spend 2 more days to finish off the 3 human figures. Hope will draw well. Sometimes really get tired and angry of it. Everyday come home then draw draw draw. seems like besides draw and colour nth can do anymore. Busy for what. What the heck. What life is going on. I complained to pei sing, she said it's my job. I have no reason to deny it and only can accept it. After mon, need to continue with the postcard again. When the boring life will stop? Yesterday, during Mr.Michael's class, all of us were doing our postcard for our company. I sat in front of pc for almost 3 hours yet still do nth at there. Really dono what am i doing there. The brain stuck there. Can't even think of any idea. Before that i thought can finish it within the 3 hours there. Who knows still need finish off on mon after finish the 12 pieces. I have to tell myself cannot give up now because left 3 more to do. I hope i will trust myself i can finish it on time.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Today
Let me start with what i did from this morning. This morning on the way to lecture room, i met elizabeth. She asked me why wear that black? I just smile to her. After that, i went to class. Today i took 1 hour just for drawing nico. like shit. I took a long time only finish nico's face. But others finish everything. What am i doing??? How stupid i am. Omg. Really disappointed. Hope will improve as soon as possible. Dont draw and colour until like shit. Last nite i took a quiz about how well do you know audrey. I really feel geram and funny of it. At 1st, i thought i will get 100%. If not 100% at least will have 80%. But the result was i got 25% only. Really xia soi. Today was lester's presentation. He was the last one. He said he messed it up. During the recess time, 3 of us went to renew our ID and find Miss Jenny. I borrowed some books from her and she said we must hand in the assignments on this friday. Anyway still need to thank her for giving 1 more week to us. As for now, i had finish my stencil and perspective left the car to colour tomorrow. Still need to ask my aunty. After tomorrow, will be busy on the object and human for Mr.Greg again. Aduh. When will finish everything? Today i went to my cousin there and took some photos from him as i need it for digital image of my company tomorrow for Mr.Michael's class. How soi am i. His pendrive dropped on the floor and spoil. Everything inside the pendrive was gone. That's mean i cannot take any photos from him and his documents all gone. Luckily he still have some in his hp, he sent to me. Thanks for sending me those photos and hope the pendrive can be recovered. This teach me really need to save a copy inside pc or another pendrive. If not, will die when u need it. Tomorrow will finish off the digital image and prepare for presentation next week. Attend Mr.Azuar's class. Might not attend english'class. After tomorrow will continue the object and human again. Hope and MUST finish it before Mon.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Tired & Geram
I feel so tired today to finish off those drawing.really geram on colouring and shade it coz i really dono how.really shit. stupid thing. Assignments for Mr.Greg due on next mon. Hope can finish as soon as possible. Left 3 more objects and 3 human figure if include the gesture that will be drawn on wednesday.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
The feeling....
after reading lester and anderson's blog, seems like everyone quite dislike the Sem 2 life. What is the reason? Why? Me myself dono also. For me, there is no point to find it out. What i can only i do now is finish off these assignments. GIFC seldom meet nowadays except lunch time. Everyone was busy with their own assignments. Most of the time will only left me, nico and lester. sometimes with audrey them,anderson and kh. Really quite boring. But oledi week 6 now. left 8 more weeks then finish our foundation. jia you everyone. I still believe we can. 甘愿去做不甘愿的事. At 1st i really dislike drawing, even can say is hate. but i feel that i'm on the way learning and improving now. No hate it anymore. I know that i produce things really slow like tortoise, so i told myself cannot do last min work. As for today, finally, i finished the 6 piece of stencil. Finish drawing the perspective. But the problem is i need to colour it. I stuck on it. My brain stuck again. anyway. i will try my best and finish it. although they might be like shit, i still need to hand in. Thanks for my aunty who help me correct my perspective and cousins help me spray yesterday,teach me the watercolour today, pei sing who helped me for the poster that day and audrey, lester and nico who always give me some ideas.Olivia who helped me drew my building too. Appreciate those who helped me before. For the presentation 2 days ago, i was the last one for both presentation. Quite funny. Times always past through very fast, tomorrow will be sunday again. the last day for weekend. then having class again on mon. hope Mr.Greg won't put us plane again. and hope will finish assignments on time.
Friday, April 24, 2009
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Yesterday finally finish all my presentation for design studies and english. and i'm the last one for both presentation.quite funny and weird. but i'm quite happy that i had finished them so don need worry anymore on it. just concentrate on the drawing now. nico was no.14 and lester need to wait next week and he is the last 1.As for today, i had finish my another stencil, but still incomplete coz i need to take back the red spray from nico tomorrow morning. i drew 2 building for my perspective too. but i think those were piece of shit. some of the lines not chun at all. although i had finished drawing those perspective but still left 5 more to colour and left 4 objects for Mr.Greg. For those who interest in dance concert on 17th May, pls find me coz my fren selling the ticket.thank you. i hope will fast fast finish everything then go play badminton. 1 more thing to do, think the storyboard for comics. i have nth to say now. to be continued....
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Blogging....
It is the time for blogging now... i had memorized my english oral speech. but i really hope i can remember everything for presentation tomorrow and stay comfortable and stable. For design class, we will have a presentation about the 3 posters too. According to Miss Jenny, Mr.Greg who put us plane this Monday went to Melbourne or somewhere(I forgot). So we missed out his class for 2 weeks oledi. I think that was good for me too because i haven finish his drawing assignment. actually is not until half. Miss Jenny extended the dead line for us until next fri. It's great for me. I hope i will finish everything on time. By the way, i left 1 more piece for stencil. 3 perspective to colour and 2 more perspective to draw. For Mr.Greg, 1 to colour and 4 more to draw. Thank you lester and olivia for helping me to draw and edit those things. This afternoon we went to print out our poster at Data Print at Saberkas there. I was too late because i was changing the Chris Bosse 1. I think that piece not is that nice if compare to another 2. Anyway, i should thanks my bro a lot who did the poster together with me and he gave out many ideas. I have to admit that his brain really better than mine because that was truth. It was great that everyone of us finish up the poster on time. Funny thing happened as Lester had forgotten about Mateen's poster.Luckily Nico did mention about mateen, if not really can't imagine how Mateen is going to present tomorrow. Hope presentation will be fine tomorrow and won't be cacat. This afternoon, after Miss Jenny's class we went to cafeteria as they wanna take lunch. Met someone who i cannot really recognize her until lester told me that was her. really quite surprise for that. After we had print out all the posters, we went to the musuem as there is an exhibition held there. The place where we become the slaves for last wed(Just kidding). There are a lots of good artworks. Some are quite sat especially the typography i like most. We can't found where the workshop is. I was shocked that when i saw lester n nico pm were boring uni life and bla bla bla.... have the same feeling here.Quite boring for us repeating the same thing everyday. Draw, Think, Draw, Think........ sometimes really feel stress of it and what nico told me this afternoon shocken me too. I hope he will think properly and support his decision. and for degree i think i will take Multimedia Software Development. For the planning of my dad them go to China was gone. I also not sure about it, need to gossip then i will know it. That's wat i said finally will talk cock only. sorry for that but that is the truth. i'm sure that everyone is not in the good mood now coz their plan pao tang oledi. Too bad so sad. I din go chi yun for 2 weeks oledi since i have tons of assignments to finish off. Feel so sorry for my ama but i think mostly i will be there next week. and i hope i can go next week. this morning while taking breakfast with my aunty and sis, i saw 2 lao lang with white hairs. i was thinking of my ama again. Let's finish blogging here and i have to continue to memorize my speech again. Good luck everyone and all the best for presentation tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Assignments
Have tons of assignments now. Hope can complete them before the due date. It is not good to do last min work often. Today Miss Jenny's class, she teach use perspective which i had lots of problem with that. It was the Mathematics topic that I don't like.I don't have the visual like others. It was quite tough for me. but seems like quite easy for nico and lester. I hope can improve it ASAP. Today was Pei Sing's birthday. Happy birthday to her. Actually we met today, but i forgot to say happy birthday to her again. I'm too forgetful, paiseh for that. At the moment, i found 3 pieces for my stencil oledi. But need to use either spray, soft pastel or watercolour to complete them. Need to think of ideas again. Besides, another 15 pieces for Mr.Greg. 3 Posters for Mr.Azuar and Logo,Business Card and Digital Image(if not mistaken) for Mr.Michael. What assignment we do for Graphic Design actually same as what BC them do. Next month before my dad them went to China, a wedding will be held. But all of us are not allowed to participate and attend since ama passed away. There is pantang and respect our ama. I think ama will feel happy with that good news too. Hope can finish everything ASAP.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
What a busy study life...
Busy study life start again.although we don have exam for our design subject, there are lots of assignments.Everyday need to think what to do for the assignment.this week Miss Jenny teach us stencil.Need 6 piece of artwork for stencil.omg.the brain almost pecah oledi.Cannot copy from the internet,that was the hardest part of it.until now i can only find 2 of it.i hope my brain can turn n turn n turn.the bad thing was we only met Mr.Greg and Miss Jenny once a week only. That's mean if wanna ask something can only ask the week after.What a drawing and illustration class with 6 hours per week. For Azuar's Design studies, we need to do poster for the 1st assignment. and for English class, argumentative essay for the Oral presentation. My title is Parents should not help their children to do their homework. Hope can find more information about it coz i haven start finding yet. I need to work harder and harder to improve my drawing and design skills.
Today is qing ming. and also the last day for our family to pai ancestor at home.Especially my aunties feel so sad about it. and they were crying again at downstairs this noon. Before that i was still joking with my auntie coz she din come here for 2 weeks since grandma passed away. I think everyone was still miss her and can't even adapt it until now. Life style started changing since the day she left us.How long do we need to adapt the new life?half year?1 year?2 years? My dad, aunties and uncles will be going to china in order to visit those relatives stay there. There is a good news during the week. There is another member for our family.
Today is qing ming. and also the last day for our family to pai ancestor at home.Especially my aunties feel so sad about it. and they were crying again at downstairs this noon. Before that i was still joking with my auntie coz she din come here for 2 weeks since grandma passed away. I think everyone was still miss her and can't even adapt it until now. Life style started changing since the day she left us.How long do we need to adapt the new life?half year?1 year?2 years? My dad, aunties and uncles will be going to china in order to visit those relatives stay there. There is a good news during the week. There is another member for our family.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Semester 2
This week is the 2nd week for semester 2. The 1st class and the only class that I attended today was Drawing class by Mr.Greg Wee and also the 13th day that my ama left us. Miss her so much. I learned some of the technique of drawing teach by Mr.Greg today. I think the natural thing i drew today was bad, not that nice i think. I knew that i'm not good in drawing but i hope i can improve it throughout the sem 2 as well as the part 2 of english subject.
Appreciate whatever i have now.
Appreciate blessings.
Appreciate whatever i have now.
Appreciate blessings.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Happy Chinese New Year
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Today is the 1st day of CNY. Last nite we played fire crackers until 1 baru go home. On the way going home, there was white smoke.lol.quite serious.Today i woke up at 8 sth coz quite tired. Around 9++, they arrive continuously. It's the turn to give n take angpao.hahaha.It's quite hard and blur for those elderly.Too many seh kia.The lion dance came quite early this year.around 10 they arrived oledi.after that, most of them going home.then we prepare to go out.until 4++, we came home.gambling at downstairs.relative came to pai nian.after gambling, slept from 5.30 til almost 9.then take dinner again.lol.quite a busy day.hahahha.tomorrow will continue pai nian and gambling too.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Look forward to Chinese New Year!
Chinese New Year is just around the corner. so EXCITED.hahahaha.Everything is done except all those eat 1.Actually everything is done, i still dono y i'm so busy everyday. quite funny. anyway, it's ok for me coz Chinese New Year coming soon. It is the time to talk, eat, gathering, gambling, visiting and have a lot of thing to do.lol.
Last saturday GIFC went to spring, just 2 days din meet each other, y seems like din meet for many months.hahaha.quite weird lor.seems like lama sik jumpa everyone.actually just 2 days nia.Until today, although my holidays not until 1 week, still felt so long oledi.haha.
Hope everyone Enjoy the Chinese New Year.
Last saturday GIFC went to spring, just 2 days din meet each other, y seems like din meet for many months.hahaha.quite weird lor.seems like lama sik jumpa everyone.actually just 2 days nia.Until today, although my holidays not until 1 week, still felt so long oledi.haha.
Hope everyone Enjoy the Chinese New Year.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Merdeka!!!
finally the exam is over.I think GIFC finish the exam happily.Holiday start from today until 26/3...I'm so stupid because i tot today is 16. i'm blur blur. During the Moral studies exam, my table goyang goyang again. I was thinking of why every time exam, my table will goyang goyang. Then i asked the invigilator to change for me. Thank you to her. Today is the last day for school and the first day for holiday too. CNY mood now...2 more weeks to go... have a lot of thing to do before CNY.
Yesterday i have a look the photos i took 2 days ago about the flood. I think i'm crazy that i took around 100+++.hahaha.crazy me.Lester them said why am i so free, din kiasu, no need to study?Ppl busy study and i was there busy took photo.
Now really have nth to do, except waiting the time to pass...
During assignment and exam time, busy with those stuff
After exam and start holiday, really feel nth to do...What to do?
Hahaha. Really feel so mao tun sometimes...
Holiday Start. Enjoy!
Yesterday i have a look the photos i took 2 days ago about the flood. I think i'm crazy that i took around 100+++.hahaha.crazy me.Lester them said why am i so free, din kiasu, no need to study?Ppl busy study and i was there busy took photo.
Now really have nth to do, except waiting the time to pass...
During assignment and exam time, busy with those stuff
After exam and start holiday, really feel nth to do...What to do?
Hahaha. Really feel so mao tun sometimes...
Holiday Start. Enjoy!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Since 1963...Flood again...2009 01 12
What a horrible flood. Make ppl bo eng only. The day before, the water was until the kakilima. Luckily din masuk rumah. But on Tuesday, around 6.30+++ everyone thought the water won't rise anymore.Who knows, the water rise in a rush. and we busy to pindah the stock. That afternoon, my aunt was helping my dad to arrange the stock to avoid the flood. My dad still get angry ask her pindah for what. My dad said he got that "Jun" the water won't come in. Neh tahu, the water rise in a rush around 7+++, my dad n us were busy pindah those things. The "Jun" seems like doesn't work well.hahahahaha.For the past years during flood, it only happened in India Street n others. Won't happen in front our shop. Who knows? The flood happened again since 1963 that caused us so bo eng with that. All the yellow yellow water campur with the rubbish, really disgusting, but no idea need to clean up those things. End up with take the brooms and sweep the water out and sun bian clean the floor coz CNY is just around the corner.hahaha.Long time din wash the floor also.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Finally i'm free now...
Finally i'm free now to sit down front of the pc...Today is the second last day before sch reopen and for sure will be very busy.I woke up quite late around 10 this morning.When i woke up i still worried about audrey and the exam.Audrey,stop blaming and scolding urself.Actually nth 1.No worries.I told u nth then nth liaw.Trust me.What to do then?Haiz...After i woke up, i heard my aunt told my mum that my cousin's mother-in-law kena cancer,and it was quite serious.Hope she will be fine soon.Although there was not enough ppl downstairs,my aunt and I still need to go out and buy CNY things.After we came home,still busy arrange the things.Besides,heard a bad news too that was one of my aunt's fren kena cancer.Totally feel that 人生有太多的无奈和无常.My uncle was stubborn that won't listening to us.Sorry for saying that he was stubborn.We told him to rest more,but keep on doing this doing that.I hope he can rest more and take care himself.and won't let us so worry about him.and I was quite disappointed with my 2 bros.After my aunt and i came home,both of them came up watched tv and play computer.Ppl were busy like hell,they still so eng doing that.I really hope they use their brain to understand and think more about those orang tua,not only think about play,eat and sleep.
A good news for this CNY, everyone is going to eat 团圆饭together.I think everyone's hope is that.Because my ama oledi 92 years old.If not think in a good way, how many more years to have 团圆饭 together with her ?The angpao i want for this year is my family 平平安安,快快乐乐过年.Others are not important anymore.Everyone must in CNY mood now, coz CNY coming soon.
人生有太多的无奈和无常.珍惜你身边的所有人.Don't wait until one day then regret.不要身在福中不知福.
A good news for this CNY, everyone is going to eat 团圆饭together.I think everyone's hope is that.Because my ama oledi 92 years old.If not think in a good way, how many more years to have 团圆饭 together with her ?The angpao i want for this year is my family 平平安安,快快乐乐过年.Others are not important anymore.Everyone must in CNY mood now, coz CNY coming soon.
人生有太多的无奈和无常.珍惜你身边的所有人.Don't wait until one day then regret.不要身在福中不知福.
Power
I hope i got that Power to settle everything before the exam.I really hope everyone will be ok before it coz final exam is coming.don influence by the past tense.Friends, let us forget about the past tense.Trust me my friends.GIFC has strong ties.Everyone concentrates on studies. Start studies now,no more worries. :)
Friday, January 2, 2009
What decision can i make now???No one can help me with it...
Tomorrow is saturday,sch reopen next week so for sure that tomorrow will be very very very busy.Actually tomorrow i will stay at home and help,but there is a bad news for them.Having exam on 12 n 14.so i'm thinking of stay back at home or go audrey there to start the revision.What should i do now?Can i be selfish this time?If i din start doing revision on this weekend, i think will suffer next week the whole week.But if i go study,they will be very busy n i will feel so sorry to them.and today went out for badminton was a wrong decision again.Maybe i stay back everyone will not be so tired.I shouldn't go out play badminton instead of stay back at home n help.When i went back, can see their face in black...Sorry everyone. No one can help with it now...except got 2 alicia...hahahaha
One more thing,i use the word please, please stop everything now...STOP STOP STOP...Concentrate on studies please.2 more weeks to go for final exam...Jia You Everyone
One more thing,i use the word please, please stop everything now...STOP STOP STOP...Concentrate on studies please.2 more weeks to go for final exam...Jia You Everyone
Thursday, January 1, 2009
1st Day for the Year 2009
Today is the 1st day for the year 2009,actually is to be relax and enjoy at home.but today quite busy downstairs.lol.We're joking there and my aunt said businessmen were busy with their business while people were on holiday.But in the another way, while people were busy with their stuff, businessmen will be free...but that is not a good thing for businessmen.haha.Sometimes will envy those have nth to do during holiday, go here n there but we stay at home busy.When think of another side, ppl will envy us because our family will meet each other most of the day although sometimes there was quarreling.Maybe without busy, our family won't be that close.Busy with Happiness and Jokes.That is our life...I hope can eat 团圆饭 with all my uncle and auntie and cousin this year and i think that is our hope...will be bising bising again.hahahahaha.
Another thing,our group assignment finished.Anderson and Lester's group also finished.Audrey and Kang Hong were busy checking the assignment today.Hiroshi's moral group not yet finished the assignment. Hiroshi and Lester were busy with the assignment again because got mistakes... Sorry for Lester and Hiroshi, we shouldn't formed the group like that.
I have nothing to say now, just wanna say for those who are not responsible,please learn to be responsible because responsibility is very very very very very very important in teamwork
Tomorrow GIFC is going to play badminton together.Hope Hiroshi and Lester can finish it on time and meet everyone tomorrow. I'm going to bring my bro n sis to play tomorrow because i promise to bring them go before school reopen(sorry for any inconvenience) and Calvyn is going to bring his cute little bro too.hahaha.Badminton Day.
Another thing,our group assignment finished.Anderson and Lester's group also finished.Audrey and Kang Hong were busy checking the assignment today.Hiroshi's moral group not yet finished the assignment. Hiroshi and Lester were busy with the assignment again because got mistakes... Sorry for Lester and Hiroshi, we shouldn't formed the group like that.
I have nothing to say now, just wanna say for those who are not responsible,please learn to be responsible because responsibility is very very very very very very important in teamwork
Tomorrow GIFC is going to play badminton together.Hope Hiroshi and Lester can finish it on time and meet everyone tomorrow. I'm going to bring my bro n sis to play tomorrow because i promise to bring them go before school reopen(sorry for any inconvenience) and Calvyn is going to bring his cute little bro too.hahaha.Badminton Day.
Happy New Year to my family and friends.
Happy New Year to my family and friends.
1st hope, I hope my family and friends take good care of their health.
Health is more important than others.
2nd hope, I hope myself will work harder and get good result in the exam as well as my bro n sis and my friends. STUDY HARD!
Waiting for Chinese New Year now....hahahaha….. ready to see everyone in red or yellow but mostly in red and take angpao.Waiting them come to pasar and say gong xi fa cai to their mom, ama,azoh,ztai.lol.
Exam coming soon......prepare well...good luck
1st hope, I hope my family and friends take good care of their health.
Health is more important than others.
2nd hope, I hope myself will work harder and get good result in the exam as well as my bro n sis and my friends. STUDY HARD!
Waiting for Chinese New Year now....hahahaha….. ready to see everyone in red or yellow but mostly in red and take angpao.Waiting them come to pasar and say gong xi fa cai to their mom, ama,azoh,ztai.lol.
Exam coming soon......prepare well...good luck
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